The One I Love

This picture from Creative Ink really represents how I feel right now. I tried so hard avoiding writing this here, but things had gotten worst and I need to let it all out of my chess.

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You are the one I have loved most my whole life

Your heartbeat was the first music I have ever heard

Your hands were the first that kept me warm

I will draw thousand of hearts on the sand just for you

But all of them are just going to be washed away by the sea

As I know deep down inside you will soon be washed away from my sight

Dear God, please strengthen my heart when the time comes

As You will take the one I love the most in my life, my mom, my best friend

I need all the strength You can give me

36 thoughts on “The One I Love

    1. Lol…that picture really put a smile on my face 🙂 . Thank you for cheering me up, Ronan.
      I hope there are more guardian angels on her side than mine

    1. thank you, Richard. I try to avoid writing too much of my personal problem in my blog…but yesterday (or more like 2 days ago) I can’t help it.

  1. I’m not really sure what you’re going through right now, but whatever it is I’m wishing you strength, love and peace. You will be in my thoughts

    1. Thank you, Kelly.
      well, my mom has cancer and her condition is getting worse each day. 2 days ago she had a relapse which almost seemed like death was near.

      I really am close with my mom…seeing in her in pain really break my heart.

      1. I’m so sorry 😦 Over the last three years, my best friend has lost her mother, father and then last Thursday her brother to cancer. They were like my own family, as I had known them since I was 9. I pray that your mother will fight this and succeed, where they were not able to.

        1. That is so sad, your friend has tougher life than me 😦
          Cancer is really terrible, isn’t it.
          Thank you, Kelly,your pray means a lot… I am scared but I am still hoping for the best.

  2. Gosh, I’m really sorry.. I’ve never thought…and my story about… Gosh. I can only imagine…
    Be strong, miss. I’m praying both for you and your mom. I’m wishing you all the strength and love in the world.
    *bear hug*

    1. That’s okay. It’s a similar story, isn’t it?;)

      Thank you for your pray, she is much better than last week tho she still feel the pain…but unlike when she had a relapse. *hug*

  3. I am so sorry to read of what you and are your mum are going through just now.

    You have expressed your emotions beautifully in this poem and your words will resonnate with so many people who share your experience.

    Wishing you both love and strength at this difficult time.

  4. Alhamdullilah everything will be fine. My prayers with you and I hope your best friend with the will of God will recover fully. Hang in there Novroz.

  5. I am so sorry Novroz. I know how it feels when your mum is not well. My mum has survived and i hope and pray your mum gets better too.
    Ronan and I are sending you all our love. xx

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