This picture from Creative Ink really represents how I feel right now. I tried so hard avoiding writing this here, but things had gotten worst and I need to let it all out of my chess.
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You are the one I have loved most my whole life
Your heartbeat was the first music I have ever heard
Your hands were the first that kept me warm
I will draw thousand of hearts on the sand just for you
But all of them are just going to be washed away by the sea
As I know deep down inside you will soon be washed away from my sight
Dear God, please strengthen my heart when the time comes
As You will take the one I love the most in my life, my mom, my best friend
I need all the strength You can give me
Oh Novia, that is a really sweet piece. You are quite an emotional thing aren’t you?
Bless you
C
Thank you C
I am in a bit of emotional wreck right now.
My prayers are with you -I have been through the experience you are having now and I know it feels very crushing-
Thank you so much Mel. That meant a lot.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time Novia. Your guardian angel will look after and help you through it. Hope you are ok. Keep smiling 🙂 http://onlyfunnyjokes.com/bestoftheweb/wp-uploads/cute-funny-animals-01.jpg Hope this will cheer you up.
Lol…that picture really put a smile on my face 🙂 . Thank you for cheering me up, Ronan.
I hope there are more guardian angels on her side than mine
Oh my God, that’s so sad… Dear Novia, I wish you all the strength in the world. May your prayers be heard.
Thank you, Caroline.
Amien to that. I just hope she can be freed from her pain.
Yes, I can understand that. It’s very sad. I thought it was in remission and all was fine again.
you sound like you have the same experience?
Her condition isn’t getting better day by day.
Novia, sorry to hear about your current ordeal. I will pray for you both.
Thank you Castor….your pray will make me strong
remain strong, Novia, the blogosphere is here to support you!
Thank you Dezz. I am glad I have friends like you in blogosphere as well as my friends around to keep me smilling
It makes me sad for you to think of your heart hurting. Ill be thinking of you.
thank you Sara. I am happy to inform you that she is a bit better than yesterday, now
Nothing wrong with putting this up.
A beautiful poem.
I feel your pain reading this
thank you, Richard. I try to avoid writing too much of my personal problem in my blog…but yesterday (or more like 2 days ago) I can’t help it.
I’m not really sure what you’re going through right now, but whatever it is I’m wishing you strength, love and peace. You will be in my thoughts
Thank you, Kelly.
well, my mom has cancer and her condition is getting worse each day. 2 days ago she had a relapse which almost seemed like death was near.
I really am close with my mom…seeing in her in pain really break my heart.
I’m so sorry 😦 Over the last three years, my best friend has lost her mother, father and then last Thursday her brother to cancer. They were like my own family, as I had known them since I was 9. I pray that your mother will fight this and succeed, where they were not able to.
That is so sad, your friend has tougher life than me 😦
Cancer is really terrible, isn’t it.
Thank you, Kelly,your pray means a lot… I am scared but I am still hoping for the best.
Gosh, I’m really sorry.. I’ve never thought…and my story about… Gosh. I can only imagine…
Be strong, miss. I’m praying both for you and your mom. I’m wishing you all the strength and love in the world.
*bear hug*
That’s okay. It’s a similar story, isn’t it?;)
Thank you for your pray, she is much better than last week tho she still feel the pain…but unlike when she had a relapse. *hug*
Your poem is so beautiful. I’m so very sorry for what you’re going through and wish you both all the best!
Thank you Cath. I am glad she looks better this week. Cancer is a scary thing, isn’t it?
I am so sorry to read of what you and are your mum are going through just now.
You have expressed your emotions beautifully in this poem and your words will resonnate with so many people who share your experience.
Wishing you both love and strength at this difficult time.
Thank you, Jewel.
writing this poem helped a little, at least I can get all my feeling out…I am still sad but it somehow made me better.
Alhamdullilah everything will be fine. My prayers with you and I hope your best friend with the will of God will recover fully. Hang in there Novroz.
Amin…she has been in ups and downs situation lately. Only Allah can save her.
Novia. a very strong and VERY beautiful set of words. my prayers are with you! God bless and keep you strong.
Thank you T, knowing that you care really helps me to be strong
I am so sorry Novroz. I know how it feels when your mum is not well. My mum has survived and i hope and pray your mum gets better too.
Ronan and I are sending you all our love. xx
Thank you, Irina
it’s nice to know that your mom survives, I hope my mom will survive too
keren puisinya 😀
keep writing Novia..
You’re writing with your heart 🙂
nice 🙂
Makasih Bal 🙂
Iya nih dah lama ga nulis lagi…belum ada inspirasi lg.
Hehehe menulis itu memang harusdr hati 🙂